The last time I wrote here, it was not just a blog post written about the best advice I got from a stranger, but it was also a huge attempt in making myself believe, that everything was going to be alright again.
Well, here I am... already feeling more alive than ever... Feeling that so called 'mexicalli dust' rubbed off on me real good. When I heard that guy speak to me that day, no matter how good it made me feel, it sounded very unreal. Sounded like a thing that if happened to someone in their life, they should consider themselves lucky. It was very difficult for me to believe if something like that was even going to happen someday - If I was going to find the right person with whom I can share the love that I have always seen in my life through my parents.
Now get this... There may be a slight chance that it's happening to me... and now, it has become more difficult than ever, to believe that this is happening.
Maybe this is just an illusion, or MAYBE it is just another illusion that this might be an illusion ;)
More on this next week... cheers!
Well, here I am... already feeling more alive than ever... Feeling that so called 'mexicalli dust' rubbed off on me real good. When I heard that guy speak to me that day, no matter how good it made me feel, it sounded very unreal. Sounded like a thing that if happened to someone in their life, they should consider themselves lucky. It was very difficult for me to believe if something like that was even going to happen someday - If I was going to find the right person with whom I can share the love that I have always seen in my life through my parents.
Now get this... There may be a slight chance that it's happening to me... and now, it has become more difficult than ever, to believe that this is happening.
Maybe this is just an illusion, or MAYBE it is just another illusion that this might be an illusion ;)
More on this next week... cheers!
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