Biggest Velli Around...

There was a time when I didnt even have enough time to switch my gtalk/bbm status from available to "busy"..

And now? Now im so Vella! (for those of you who dont know what it means, its an understatement for 'jobless') that Im actually sitting and writing about how Vella I am! damn... never thought this day would come.

Even though my final project is due in less than 2 months now, and I havent really done enough.. somehow, there is no urge from within to work for it!!!

I dont know how i got here... no drive, no feeling, no dedication, no nothing...
and its not just studying.... Ive even stopped dancing!
The only one thing that i loved to do has taken a back seat.... God!

People are after my life to start being the way i was.. they loved me when i was busy.. cause that way, they saw me less and would appreciate the time i took out for them... now im simply annoying... im always around... jobless... velli....

I need to get out of this... Need to do something... anything...!

Just to step out of the house.. Hope the next post on my blog is something to do with what i did!