My Lover

You were my friend, You were my teacher,
You were the closest thing to my heart.

We never spoke, We never heard,
But those were the best conversations I had.

You were my father figure, You were my guide,
My unconditional feelings, I could never hide.

But when those moments came close,
My feelings, I struggled to expose.

You understood me, You could read my mind,
Only you knew what I wanted, and could help me find.

Now I don't have you, more than ever,
The one I never had, you were: My Lover.

Why couldn't I be with you, Why didn't I even get a single chance?
Only you are answerable, But I relieve you now as I take a stand.

For you, were simply nothing,
You were, The Lover I Never Had.

Wrong Place

You've been looking in all the wrong places..!
its not in my energy, its in my mood

its not in my eyes, its in the tears I wipe off
its not in my smile, its in the way I laugh

its not how I get clicked with you, its how I keep our picture
its not how I say goodbye, its how I close the door behind me

its not in my words, its in my voice
and it would help so much if you would hear it right now.

I know this isn't the right place to find it...
But you wanted the truth and you've been looking in all the wrong places.